Dreaded news

Yesterday, my doctor called. I should have known something was going on when she called instead of the nurse. I told you all on Tuesday that at the ultrasound, the doctor couldn't find the baby. All she saw was a gestational sac. Well, yesterday she called with my 5th quant numbers and said they are still rising. Now they are at 37000. However, she said that b/c she couldn't see the fetal pole at the ultrasound and b/c my quant is not doubling every 48 hours, she does not think this is a viable pregnancy. I DO NOT believe that! Until this baby comes out of me, whether that is in 3 days, 2 weeks, or 7 months, I have to believe that God gave us this baby and I have to take care of it. Of course, I am concerned and sad. But, I also feel such a peace about this. I know that God has plans and I feel like this baby is really ok and going to be our little miracle. I just ask that you please pray. Pray for continued peace and pray for our little baby to grow! And, I really don't want ANY negative words spoken over this pregnancy so please don't comment if you just want to say you are sorry or that "maybe it's for the best" It is NEVER for the best to lose a baby. I appreciate all of your comments and prayers!