Last night was great. I don't know why I felt like this was so different than any other dinner out except that we left Bailey with grandma! We ate dinner at spaghetti warehouse and we spent too much money but it was worth it. I am feeling a lot better and hoping that things only get better from here. Thank you for all of your love and support. I am thankful that "I am woman" but that means more emotions too. I have been SO down lately and so upset/angry/sad that having just this one night really lifted my spirits.