When will it happen?

I find myself wondering what is going to happen as I near the end of this pregnancy.  And the big question is WHEN?  I have this horrifying feeling that I will be pregnant until I'm induced sometime around Feb. 25.  That doesn't seem so far away, does it?  I mean, it's only a month!  Today, I am 40 days away from my original due date!  But, we already know that's not going to happen since I have gestational diabetes.  So, at most, I am going to be pregnant another 33 days.  So, I sit here, wondering WHEN this baby is going to decide to come.  Ideally, she needs to wait until Feb. 12.  That puts me right at 37 weeks when she should be safe to enter the world.  And, honestly, I am MISERABLE and would love nothing more than for this to be sooner rather than later.  But, still, I fear it will be 33 days before the girl arrives.  I know that the only thing that matters is that she is healthy!  And after it's all over, I will not care how sick I am right now.  But right now, I am having a hard time focusing on that.